Wednesday, September 2, 2009

remembering...


Spent some time this afternoon reading through the cards from Madalyn's baby shower. This of course involved shedding tears...I just remembered all the feelings that I felt during the longest two weeks of my life...Id like to believe that I handled my stress and grief (my loss of "normal" pregnancy) as well as I could but there are still moments of numerous days that I wonder....what could I have done differently. NOW my training has taught me not to think like this BUT its a challenge. I apologize to my daughter quite often, but then I tell myself that I love her more than anything and I am here for her to support her in achieving all her hearts desires....